Love or Hate

Love or Hate

When you choose the path of hate it can come in many forms, such as self-hate, and when you have this for yourself, you cannot love others the way you should love them. My self-hate became something worse, because I had Bi-Polar issues, I developed a sort of second personality. This would allow me to take risk to advance in life and not care who, I ran over. On top of that I was covering my true nature up, that was causing even further problems, denning yourself to feel love. This grew to the point where; I had no feelings anymore. In turn this causes even more issues, because the choices you think you are making correctly, are actually very bad discissions, that change the course of your life forever. Part of my personality disorder was a people pleaser, and even there, I would fail. Well, the one area I did not fail in was that I already had a relationship with our creator, just not convicted of my own self-hate yet. With everyone in my life that would tell me where I was failing made me just keep making even worse choices for myself. With that much hate, love has no choice but to retaliate, and show you a different path. One of the biggest things you need to do in this process is forgiving yourself for your past choices, and that you deserve to feel love. The only way you are going to change your treatment of how you deal with all circumstances, is to re-discover who you are at the core. When your true nature is a child of love, for we were all born to love not to hate including self-hate.

In Closing

Just want to say without giving all of yourself to the creator, when only the true love of Our Lord and Savior Jesus, can heal your heart from the everything. So lay it all down at the foot of the cross in Jesus precious name I pray Amen.