Life In the Fast Lane

Life In the Fast Lane

When I was young, I always ran at life at a hundred miles per hour. Anything that would happen in my life, I would not stop and access whatever happened, would just think no sense crying over spelt milk, and keep right on down the road that I was on, or if I did not like that road, I would start down a new one, and so on and so forth. Not drugs, not love, nor ownership of businesses, family, marriage, children nothing would stop me from living life this way, I did not care who or what I ran over. When all is said and done ran through five marriages, six children and so far, eight grandbabies, this would not even stop my road of destruction, of myself. Now Satan can come along and through all these failures into hate for yourself, this how he destroys what is left of you. When you begin to hate yourself, you do all sorts of stuff you would never do in your right mind, like try and kill yourself. Well, what the enemy did not know is all along there was someone in the background, saving you each and every time you fell to the ground, and he would pick you up and dust you off every time, love would come in and show me a different way, he would help me learn from my mistakes, and teach me a different way then destruction, not loving myself is what took me through all of this and why I was so destructive. He has taught me how to forgive myself for all I have done, and taught me, how to love myself as I am, not how everyone expects me to be. This has shown me that you can love without losing who you are and also taught me to love others with complete forgiveness and love, because he does exactly that loves you without conditions, this is why when you lay this at the foot of the cross, there is no failure to much for his love to shine through. Jesus has shown his grace for me time and time again he has left no room in my mind for doubt, he has conquered every voice in my head that says I am not worthy of God's love.

In Closing

I would just like to say thank you to all my readers, and to truly find Jesus' love completely you must surrender all to him and allow the work of the Holy Spirit to show the way.